As we have past the half year mark of this turbulent year and we are celebrating Summer, I feel the need to unplug from computers, work, social media, to do-lists and anything where I have to use my brains. I just want to be. Stop seeking for truth, stop being a human doing and just be for a while.

The world is forever changing and now at a faster and faster pace, we are being bombarded by distraction and change, everything is moving and shifting. Yesterdays truths, become todays lies. As I am going deeper down the rabbit hole, the more I explore, the more it dawns on me how little I know for sure. So many doubts and so many intangible truths, signs and synchronicities, so many energies pulling at me, it is sometimes hard to stop. I sometimes feel like Sherlock Holmes, following one lead to the next, one hunch to the following…deeper and deeper. Always searching, delving, seeking…

Alienated

Lately I feel very alienated from the so called truth movement. There is so much negative crap flying around. There is so much distrust and ego projection going on. So much chaos being orchestrated. So much confusion and hate. So many people bashing each other, and so many lies. Trolls and shills are popping up left and right and it is just not making this path any easier. Now I ask you, where is the love?

We are co-creators

The alternative field has become so toxic. We are so fixated on the dark and dirty stuff. And I know it is easy to get carried away and we shouldn’t turn a blind eye to the true horrors of this world, because it is worse than you could ever imagined and should be exposed to be resolved. But we shouldn’t all put all our focus and attention on it and also turn on each other. We are co-creators of this world we see and live in. Can we please regroup and focus on what is pure and empowering? Please, stop dwelling on these false manipulations. This is exactly what “they” want to keep us in the dark and in anger and fear and suck us in deeper. We are being played. Don’t fall for their trap. Don’t you see we are taking their bait. We need a time out and step back. Unplug and find our own light and truth again. I know I am and feel very called to step back and clear my head and energy, so I am leading by example by unplugging for a while.

Safe haven

It is our job as truth warriors to help nudge people to look beyond their current scope and to provide a safe haven to “wake up” in. Not to open up to a world that seems to become even more distrusting than that of the main stream. It makes me long for the days that I was still ignorant of the cage I was living in. At least it seemed relatively safe and peaceful. But no I this is not really true. I have seen a bright and free future and there is no turning back. I am not going to close my eyes anymore. But I do need a time out to and go back to nature and just let truth come to me. My heart is knocking and I need to let it out, stop protecting it. I need to be and live my truth.

Truth or fiction

It is now becoming harder and harder to discern truth from fiction. People you trusted are not what they seem. And when I am in too deep I cannot see and feel the greater view. I need to step back and know…not think I know. Wisdom and discernment comes from within. I know I know and I should not take anyone else’s word for it and start doubting my truth. Lately there is so much going on, it is easy to get distracted. We need to step out of reactive living and sail our own ship again. Stop feeding the Cabal’s projection and falling for their negativity trap. I personally need to find my path again, take initiative on life.

Mary Magdalene

Mary Magdalene has been making herself known in my life for the past years and she has called on me very strongly for the past year. Her call is now so strong, I have to listen. It is the call of awakened feminine power, to live with a strong, open and loving heart. In order to fully love myself and others again and tap into my feminine energy, I need to regain my energy and I need to follow the call of Mary Magdalene to allow more of the Feminine Energy to become me. I have lost the balance to the male side (lol why do I now see Darth Vader?!). Male energy is not bad, not at all! We all, male and female, need to have our male and female energies balanced. Most of us in the Western world have lost way too much of our feminine strength and a lot of males could really do with more male energy. This world seems upside down and inside out. It is all about balance! 

Just be

This year I had to let go of so much, people, attachments, beliefs, understandings and habits. And I lived years having to take care of others and make so many arrangements and be strong, my practical side and head totally took over. I was in pure survival mode. I need to find balance again and let go and let God. To be in my body, to love and nurture, first myself and then others. I need loving and tending to. I am tired, I am heart broken, I need to find my peace and rekindle my passion. Just be without the need for answers.

I will now follow Mary’s call and detox from all distraction and negative energy. I will switch off all social media and email contact. I am not taking any orders until further notice. I will be back. And I am sure with many clear insights and fully charged. And that is a promise I make to you and myself.

For now I leave you with a call for peace and love. Let us all step out of reactive living and respond with conscious choice and creation. Let us focus on participating in meaningful ways and not get distracted. Let us affirm what is true, how we want to see the world. We are co-creators, let us never forget this, we have such power. Now let’s live to our convictions and make our reality the paradise we are all dreaming of. Let us manifest freedom!

Thank you.
Be well

Much love and light,
Charissa xxx

The Truth is Us.